Stand Down

In The Doubtful Guest by flagg1 Comment

Stand down- Rogosin called, the donor pancreas/ kidney were not in good enough shape for transplant. Still- it is nice to know they are actively looking, and doing the job. We now return to our regularly scheduled programming.

Deep Breath…

In The Doubtful Guest by flagg7 Comments

Ok. I just got a call from the Kidney People at Rogosin.They have a potential kidney/ pancreas donor going under the knife tomorrow. If they call, I go in for a new kidney/ pancreas set. Tomorrow. I won’t know until then. Maybe 10 AM. Possibly surgery around 4:30. I’ll find out tomorrow. Oh, yeah, I’m gonna sleep.


In The Doubtful Guest by flagg3 Comments

Someone i love very, very much is in hell. There is not really anything I can do. I am afraid of how this is going to turn out. I am am afraid for her, and i am afraid of losing her. I am afraid.

Memes with ulterior motives…

In The Doubtful Guest by flagg2 Comments

OK, yet another meme- but there’s a reason.Here’s Entertainment Weekly’s list of the top movies of the last 25 years. Go through their list and BOLD the ones you have seen, ITALICIZE those you love/would watch over and over again, STRIKE OUT those you dislike strongly or really would rather never see again. 1. Pulp Fiction (1994) 2. The Lord …

The 100 book Meme

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I’m usually meme- allergic, but I like this one.(From babalon_it) 1) Look at the list and bold those you have read.2) Italicize those you started but did not finish.3) Underline the books you LOVE.4) Reprint this list in your own blog so we can try and track down these people who’ve read 6 or less and force books upon them …

There is a space…

In The Doubtful Guest by flagg5 Comments

… next to my bed, where my Animal used to sleep. We talked tonight, for the first time in… whenever. Not exchanged news and pleasantries, we’ve done that. We said things that had been hanging unsaid. She made me laugh. She made me miss her. She made me fondly relive some of the best things about us, the best times …


In The Doubtful Guest by flagg8 Comments

I had one hell of an amazing weekend. I don’t know where to begin. So we’ll start at the end, and work our way back. Exhausted? Sure. Sore? Sure. Sick? Nope. Three days of exertion and activity in an outside environment for the first time since I left the arms of Mother Geriatrica, and I am doing great. Even meds, …

The Forked Tongue –

In Allegations by flagg2 Comments

Put it down and walk away. This book is not comforting; it does not reassure. It does not teach anything a decent person needs to know. It is a book about BDSM, but it will teach you nothing about tying knots, swinging floggers or spanking. It does not comfort, it does not attempt to reach the vanilla public. This book …

Big In Japan

In The Doubtful Guest by flagg5 Comments

It’s here:The Forked Tongue TES Fest 08 Edition is for sale, right now. Hit the link, and it’s yours. Right. Fucking. Now. Let’s do this. “Some say Prayerssome say PrayersI say Mine.”– Sisters of Mercy – Dominion