flagg

  • In dreams…

    My good friend Thudthwacker had a few friends over to celebrate his birthday.On the way there, he tells me that his seven year old daughter had a… disturbing dream about it the previous night.Not scary, exactly, but… notable. There were three guests at the dream party. The one he took special note of was a…

    Read More

  • Poetry meme.

    I’m usually meme- allergic, but this is worth it.Contracted from ravenbait When you see this, post your favourite poem.  This Living Hand   This living hand, now warm and capable Of earnest grasping, would, if it were cold And in the icy silence of the tomb, So haunt thy days and chill thy dreaming nights…

    Read More

  • Damage

    This is not for everyone. the only people in this group are people whom, over the last two weeks or so, I have hurt. You are all owed apologies, and more than that you are owed an explaination. I was put on some new meds in preperation for possible transplant. In my exitement i did…

    Read More

  • Bad Medicine

    I was aware that my new meds were making me erratic. I was not really aware of how erratic. Recently I posted some savage, nasty things about a man who has always treated me with kindness, respect and friendship. Regardless of any disagreements we may have had, he never wavered in being supportive and treating…

    Read More

  • It’s that time again…

    Normal 0 false false false EN-US X-NONE X-NONE /* Style Definitions */ table.MsoNormalTable {mso-style-name:”Table Normal”; mso-tstyle-rowband-size:0; mso-tstyle-colband-size:0; mso-style-noshow:yes; mso-style-priority:99; mso-style-qformat:yes; mso-style-parent:””; mso-padding-alt:0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; mso-para-margin:0in; mso-para-margin-bottom:.0001pt; mso-pagination:widow-orphan; font-size:11.0pt; font-family:”Calibri”,”sans-serif”; mso-ascii-font-family:Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font:minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family:”Times New Roman”; mso-fareast-theme-font:minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family:Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font:minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family:”Times New Roman”; mso-bidi-theme-font:minor-bidi;} I’m writing again. This time, I want your help. If you have a…

    Read More

  • New Years

    New Years is special for me- it is my Mother’s time, spiritually (And how often are you going to hear me use that word in public?) A time for rebirth. That’s exactly what last night was. I terrorized a lovely stranger, watching her shake and stammer and ask the dark for her Daddy. Delightful.Even more …

    Read More

  • Xmas joy redux

    From The Twelve Terrors of Xmas, by John Updike, illustrated by Edward Gorey: 3: Santas Helpers Again, what’s really going on? Why do these purported elves submit to sweatshop conditions in what must be one of the gloomiest climates in the world, unless they are getting something out of it at our expense? Underclass masochism one…

    Read More

  • Bleed For Me

    I just received a truly beautiful gift- a gleaming new straight razor, engraved with the words "Bleed for Me." Merry Christmas.

    Read More

  • How Humiliating

    So, I go straight from blood scrubbing to TES on Tuesday – presenting on Humiliation, Degradation and Objectification. Anybody gonna be there?

    Read More

  • Home and Alive

    After two weeks in the hospital- most of it in ICU- with a nasty viral pnumonia. My voice is not quite back and I am incredibly weak, but I am recovering slowly. So, I give you this:

    Read More