{"id":134,"date":"2007-11-15T19:43:00","date_gmt":"2007-11-15T19:43:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tdgsafety.wordpress.com\/2007\/11\/15\/not-soon-enough\/"},"modified":"2007-11-15T19:43:00","modified_gmt":"2007-11-15T19:43:00","slug":"not-soon-enough","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/foolish-house.local\/2007\/11\/15\/not-soon-enough\/","title":{"rendered":"Not soon enough"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>So- I&#8217;ve contacted The Swamp Witch, and shortly she&#8217;ll be coming north to get her medical workup done. Provided there are no hangups, we schedule surgery ASAP. I&#8217;m very impatient- not just to be well, but to have her here, to offset the isolation, stress and pain with the company of someone I love and trust. I&#8217;ve spent today crawling the walls, wrestling with vicious back pain and my two most common uninvited guests, boredom and depression.<\/p>\n<p>But the fact is, things are happening. And It&#8217;s within my power to keep them happening. I hurt because I pushed myself, and I have not been doing enough of that; hiding from pain and exhaustion instead of paying them as the necessary due of recovery. Everybody pays. Some things just cost more than you think.<\/p>\n<p>But considering the things I do get; the cost is not really that high at all.<\/p>\n<p>I just wish I could speed it all up.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>So- I&#8217;ve contacted The Swamp Witch, and shortly she&#8217;ll be coming north to get her medical workup done. Provided there are no hangups, we schedule surgery ASAP. I&#8217;m very impatient- not just to be well, but to have her here, to offset the isolation, stress and pain with the company of someone I love and [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[6],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/foolish-house.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/134"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/foolish-house.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/foolish-house.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/foolish-house.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/foolish-house.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=134"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/foolish-house.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/134\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/foolish-house.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=134"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/foolish-house.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=134"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/foolish-house.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=134"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}