Slowly but surely, things are starting to come together.<\/p>\n
It’s a genuine, honest pleasure- having some idea of what to do next, to have goals. It’s a peaceful place. Amazing how much energy I have expended my whole life avoiding it.<\/p>\n
I’m not going to talk about this, really. I don’t want to dissapate the energy, the warm glow of my new secrets. I just want some people to know that I really am <\/i>all right- and, in fact, am better than I was. This sucks<\/i> sometimes, the clarity is not always there- but there is a momentum to it, and I’m riding this wherever it takes me.<\/p>\n
Earlier in this weblog I asked my Mother for help, for guidance. <\/p>\n
Thank you, Mother. <\/p>\n
… <\/p>\n
And now, for the secret decoder ring portion of our evening:<\/b><\/p>\n
What I tell you three times is true.<\/i><\/p>\n
How priveliged am I, my Mother’s son, to have the chance to meet myself three times in one lifetime? How beautiful. How beautiful.<\/p>\n
How beautiful.<\/p>\n
“Well”, I thought. “This is how the world works. All energy flows according to the whims of the Great Magnet. What a fool I was to defy him.<\/p>\n
He knew. He knew all along.”<\/i><\/p>\n
-Hunter S. Thompson- Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas<\/b><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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