Foolish House

After two weeks in the hospital- most of it in ICU- with a nasty viral pnumonia. My voice is not quite back and I am incredibly weak, but I am…

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In the jungleOf the sensesTinkerbell… and Jack the RipperLove has no meaningNot where we come fromBut we know pleasureIs not that simpleVery littleFruit is forbiddenSometimes we wobbleSometimes we’re strongBut you…

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I have received two anonymous gifts in the mail over the last two weeks… I have a strong suspicion about where the Joyce Carol Oates film came from, as we…

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I am still the luckiest sonafabitch I know. Thank you.

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Easily. No cane. Long distances. With friends. Outside. No pain. No exhaustion. Walking. I’m on antidepressants and I still feel like throwing myself under a bus.I’m so tired of this…

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My glasses found, order in my environs is restored- thanks to Kimiko and Soulhuntre. In addition, I have gotten word that my first vendor wants to sell The Forked Tongue,…

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Woke up this Am, can’t find my fucking glasses. Without them, I cannot see to find my fucking glasses. Gah.

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Man, that’s a lot of blood.

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Stand down- Rogosin called, the donor pancreas/ kidney were not in good enough shape for transplant. Still- it is nice to know they are actively looking, and doing the job.…

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Ok. I just got a call from the Kidney People at Rogosin.They have a potential kidney/ pancreas donor going under the knife tomorrow. If they call, I go in for…

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Someone i love very, very much is in hell. There is not really anything I can do. I am afraid of how this is going to turn out. I am…

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OK, yet another meme- but there’s a reason.Here’s Entertainment Weekly’s list of the top movies of the last 25 years. Go through their list and BOLD the ones you have…

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I’m usually meme- allergic, but I like this one.(From babalon_it) 1) Look at the list and bold those you have read.2) Italicize those you started but did not finish.3) Underline…

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… next to my bed, where my Animal used to sleep. We talked tonight, for the first time in… whenever. Not exchanged news and pleasantries, we’ve done that. We said…

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