The Doubtful Guest

  • Heh.

    Which Eddie Izzard “Dressed to Kill” line are you? by Saphyne Username Eddie Izzard quote: “You killed 100,000 people? Ahhh. You must get up very early in the morning. I can’t even get down the gym! Your diary must look odd. Get up in the morning, death, death, death, death, death, death, death, lunch…death, death,…

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  • Right.

    One of the most famous sequences in Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas revolves around Raoul Duke reassembling events from the ruins of his hotel room and some garbled, incomprehensible audio tapes. This felt like that. If there had been a tape recording, it would have included me waking my animal from her place on…

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  • I don’t know if this is going to work…

    To put it simply, my needs to keep my environment structured and control my blood sugar seems to be directly at odds with what my boss needs friom an employee. Trying to do what he needs is not making me feel to good. I don’t know what to do.

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  • Candidate’s Statement

    Despite myself, TES is still important to me. Sometimes I feel like I should know better- but when it comes down to it, I don’t. Election time is coming up, and I am running to resume/continue my post as parlimentarian. Being presiding officer is a better fit for me than voting member ever was- despite…

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  • Sacred Pilgrimage

    For my animal’s birthday, we have scrounged a trip to Vegas- that’s what’s been keeping me going through the first long-ass month at the job. We are away tomorrow. It’s a good, good thing. Highlights include: Meeting z111 for the first time. Meeting up with my wise and savage compadre, The Silverback. Being in Vegas…

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  • “Getting Paid”

    I ache all over. This is the beginning of my third week on the job, and I am finally able to stay awake for more than a moment walking through the door. After about a decade of freelance computer and artwork (And sloth. Lots of sloth. Can’t forget that- that being “Sloth”. Not the critter.…

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  • “When the going gets weird…

    … the weird turn pro.” -Hunter S. Thompson And so it goes, and so have I. It’s low pay, but it’s a field I know and a great location. Did I mention low pay? Very low pay. But workling can only help- my blood, my sleep, my finances, my use of time. So today i…

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  • “Honest” D/s

    Indeed. I was tipped off about a conversation regarding The Estate at: http://www.livejournal.com/community/honestds/59774.html?view=421758#t421758 The “Honest D/s” discussion board. Their opinions were pretty set, but they posed a few questions, which I entered a post in order to answer. It was a polite post, talking about what we are trying to do, some of the troubles…

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  • Meat Coma and Sharp, Shiny Things

    My animal has apparently been working on this for weeks. I’ve never had a surprise party before. And it did flabbergast me. I was blushing like an idiot. I always do when I am reminded that my friends love me. 18 people; some scene, some not, and by the weirdest fluke of friends-of-friends, Nina Guccione-…

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  • TES Fest Impact

    God damn. I got to talk to a lot of people while heading up safety in the playspace, many from BR, some from GMSMA, other groups, other cities. They told me that they could not even talk about doing the things we were doing in the playspace and the Madison room without lynchings and firefights.…

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  • Fear and Loathing at TES Fest

    Part One:The Majestic Glacier Sweet creeping Jesus, people… if my fragmented memories of what occured are even a whisper of the blasphemous truths which might have happened, let us pray that none of us ever recovers all our faculties. The unwelcome flashbacks I am having are unwholesome at best, and unamerican in every sense- visons…

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  • I don’t normally memem, but….

    Curiosity prompted me. I don’t have 23 posts on LJ, so I went to Innuendo (http://weblog.foolish-house.com/)- my weblog. 23 posts in and 5 lines down: “Take one of these, dude… you’re all screwed up. I can hear your knuckles cracking over the music.” So, true to meme form: 1.Go into your LJ’s archives. 2.Find your…

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  • You know…

    I have a lot of respect for them all. A lot of regard. But sometimes they piss me the fuck off, and I can’t say dick about it. This job does have it’s drawbacks.

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  • Note to self:

    If you only THINK you are over the flu, don’t kid yourself. Saves you DAYS of bedridden nastiness. Not that it was not a nice Xmas party- but ugh. back to bed.

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