Beginning to feel better, after about two weeks of of-and-on illness. This last three days appeared to have been the worst of it. Nothing life threatening, but incpacitating, feverish stomach-heaving ickiness. On the good side, I appear to have made Soulhuntre ill by virtual proxy- the telephone. One conversation, and he’s heaving up buckets. My…
Last night was my presentation on Objectification, Humiliation and Degradation at TES. I was a little worried, as it’s such a touchy subject- I did not know if there was even going to be a turnout. I don’t remember it’s being addressed at TES since I’ve been a member- roughly a decade. I was a…
“First rule of leadership, Princess… everything is your fault.” -Hopper, A Bug’s Life (as voiced by Kevin Spacey)
My life is full of gifts. The gift is not the way cool icon, so much as it is the exceptional people who have become part of my life. people I can trust, kin… and they tape Oz and send me way cool icons to boot. “An aquaintance is someone who will help you move.…
An exceptional weekend in a number of ways, for a number of reasons.
“I thought that my home was my castle no-one scrutinizing me No pigs, no lying bitch, no hassle y’all are brutalizing me. Can’t a man Enjoy his beer in silence? Can’t a man Not crudely lie and scream? Can’t a man control his bitch with violence? Y’all are brutalizing me…” – Ronnie Dobbs, the most…
Things are looking up. My animal had to go to the vet friday and get three of it’s wisdom teeth pulled, but that did not turn into the horrorshow we were afraid of. A good and grounding convesation with the new trainee tells me that her head is where it should be, and I’ll have…
I’m lucky enough to have lots of people popping up for my freinds list, but I have not approved you all. Please don’t take it personally. As I get to know you a little better, I’ll be happy to reciprocate- but I do use the friends-only function, and need to have more than a nodding…
When the Estate speaks, Sir C brings up somethingwhich should never be forgotten: She talks about the difference between Truth and Fact. She explains some of the perceptual difficulties that some servants experience, seperating ther feelings from their realities. For amusement, one of her examples involves me. “Flagg” she said “Thinks he is the reincarnation…
You know who you are. And even if you don’t… I can smell you a mile away. They slit our throats Like we were flowers And our milk has been devoured When you want it It goes away too fast When you hate it It always seems to last But just remember when you think…
Psychosis is a state of severe mental and emotional disorganization, characterized by, among other things, the replacement or distortion of reality by delusions and hallucinations. A psychotic may not see or hear the same things others do, and can have a quite bizarre notion as to the meaning of the activities around her and of…
“It was always hard to dissaprove of Miss Susan in her presence, because if you did, she gave you a Look. It was not in any way a threatening look. It was cool and calm. You just did not want to see it again.” “Some people fade into the background. Miss Susan faded into the…
Back at Bond Street, there I gave a Mindfucks presentation. It went well, and afterward, Master Jim met me in the lobby, and asked “Flagg, how can someone who knows you- trusts you enough to play with you- ever be really scared? I mean, with a knife… they know you are not going to kill…
So it looks like my animal and I are going to spend at least one weekend in November hiding in a girls’ college dorm. You just can’t beat that. Sometimes, I love my life more than usual.
some folks- who are aware of the various lunacy I have been involved with over the last nine months- have asked me if i am exaggerating about some of my descriptions of elements of the situation. One of these is the living conditions of the Wonder Twins. Luckily, I had a friend with a pickup…